ABC Survey, long.

A

- Available: Hell no.
- Age: 20
- Annoyance: Not having enough hours in my day today.
- Animal: Budgies!
- Actor: I don't have favorite actors.
- Actress: Don't have favorites, don't care to.

B

- Beer: Don't drink.
- Birthday/Birthplace: August 7 1988 in Santa Cruz, California!
- Best Friends: Isaac and Lindsay.
- Body Part on the opposite sex: I never had a favorite man-part (ahh!) but I like Isaac's lips, jaw, and ass. HAHAHA!
- Best feeling in the world: Love is great, seriously. It's totally NOT overrated!
- Best weather: Sunny but not too hot. I don't like to sweat too much and hate when it's so hot you can't move.
- Been on stage?: Yes. A couple times. A long time ago.
- Believe in yourself?: Sometimes.
- Believe in life on other planets: Well there could be, I'm open.
- Believe in miracles: Something like that.
- Believe in Magic: Illusions and "magical events".
- Believe in Religion: I believe religions exist, obviously! Strange question.
- Believe in Santa: No.
- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: I think about it, but don't have an answer.

C

- Car: I have one.
- Candy: I love it all!!!!!!!
- Cried in school: Yes, I'm a cry baby.
- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate most of the time.
- Chinese/Mexican: That's a hard one. Mexican is always good but I do love Chinese.
- Cake or pie: Cake.
- Country to visit: I would like to visit England for obvious reasons.

D

- Day or Night: Depends on what for. Normally day but night is nice too. :)
- Dream vehicle: I don't have one. Something nice and not too big.
- Dance: I only really do joke dancing. I can't dance.
- Dance in the rain?: Never really think about doing it but I've done it before.
- Do the splits?: Hell no. My knees have always been bad and last time I tried that was in middle school and my knee popped out of place! I am too afraid to try again because that's a HORRIBLE position to be in when your knee goes out.

E

- Eggs: Scrambled with bits of bacon or over easy. I don't like how most people cook them though so I have to do them myself... or my mom does.
- Eyes: I have them, yes. They are some greenish grayish Idontknowish coloer.
- Everyone has an: ass.
- Ever failed a class?: Yes.

F

- First crush: I think it was a guy name Jeff.
- Full name: Melody Nonyo Bezwax!
- First thoughts waking up: Ahh I didn't mean to sleep until 9!

G

- Greatest Fear(s): I don't want to think about it, I have so many.
- Goals: I have a bunch of those too. Don't know if they are goals as much as hopes though.
- Gum: I used to chew it all the time but now it's annoying. I still chew it on rare occasions.
- Get along with your parents?: Mom moreso.
- Good luck charm: Don't have one. Isaac's pretty charming though and he makes me feel lucky.

H

- Hair Colour: Brown with a tint of auburn. Haven't dyed it in a while.
- Height: 5′2″
- Happy: For the most part!
- Holiday: I like Halloween, it's fun normally.
- How do you want to die: Old and happy.
- Health freak?: Not really. It's not like I will just eat any junk I want but I don't really make as much effort as I should to eat right.
- Hate: The way so many people seem to view the world and other people. I hate how hateful so many people are.

I

- Ice Cream: I LOVE IT ALL.
- Instrument: I love when Isaac plays guitar but I don't play anything.

J

- Jewelery: I have mostly cheap stuff from Icing or places like that. The thing I wear more than anything is my engagement ring, obviously.
- Job: Crap inventory taker person.

K

- Kids: Don't have them but want them in the future. But not until we are financially and mentally completely ready. Don't want to be stupid about it. Things will happen as they happen though, no matter how we plan it.
- Kickboxing or karate: Karate.
- Keep a journal?: Used to but about mid-2008 I finished my last one and stated that I was done. I don't have a need for it anymore. I have 4 old ones though that are full.

L

- Longest Car Ride: Probably just the ones to California or Washington but I was young when we went on those so they ALL felt like days.
- Love: is good.
- Letter(s): As in of the alphabet or mail? I still write an occasional one to Isaac in the mail but everything it pretty much done online now.
- Laughed so hard you cried: Oh yeah.
- Love at first sight: No.

M

- Milk flavour: Chocolate. How many are there?
- Movie: Don't have a favorite.
- Mooned anyone?: Yeah when I was younger.
- Marriage: Getting there.
- Motion sickness?: Only if I already feel sick.
- McD’s or BK: BK I guess... or NEITHER.

N

- Number of Siblings: 7
- Number of Piercings: Ears
- Number: Don't have a favorite. Don't have a point.

O

- Overused Phrases: I don't know
- One phobia: Barf

P

- Place you’d like to live: Anywhere nice and isn't too expensive.
- Perfect Pizza: I love when some places make pepperoni on the pizza curl up and get crispy on the edges.
- Pepsi/Coke: Pepsi.

Q

- Quail: WTF?

R

- Reason to cry: I always find reasons to cry. Whether it is something serious and extremely cry-worthy or a freakin' Pampers commercial.
- Reality T.V.: America's Next Top Model WHICH IS ON SOON!
- Radio Station: Oldies.
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: Yeah.

S

- Song: Lots.
- Salad: GREEN with either Italian or Caesar dressing.
- Shrimp?: Fried, maybe.
- Sport?: I don't know!
- Skipped school: Only with my mom KNOWING. I did cut a PE Class once with Lindsay and we instead walked to McDonalds. I got ice-cream. Yeah, skip PE and eat crap! Hey, we walked at least.
- Slept outside: Yes, I love sleeping outside but not when it's cold.
- Seen a dead body?: Only of animals.
- Shower Daily?: Normally unless I'm having a lazy day.
- Sing well?: No!
- Stuffed Animals?: Have one, I think. Well it's a puppet.
- Single/Group dates: Single with Isaaaaaaaac!
- Strawberries/Blueberries: Strawberries though I'm beginning to like blueberry things again.
- Scientists need to invent: Lots of things! Can't think now. But if I was willing to take my time, I'd think of PLENTY of things.

T

- Time for bed: Whenever. Depends on when/if I work the next day.
- Thunderstorms: Are fun sometimes!
- TV: is kind of lame most of the time.
- Touch your tongue to your nose?: No.

U

- Unpredictable: Isaac just said, "I'd say so!"

V

- Vegetable you hate: Green beans. Unless they are the unhealthy kinds from a can. Those are good, I think.
- Vegetable you love: There are so many!
- Vacation spot: Oregon coast!

W

- Weakness: Cakes, cookies, candy, chocolates! Anything crap for me!
- When you grow up: I will be older.
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Well Lindsay and I have the most in common but we don't really act like each other. We are all different.
- Who makes you laugh the most: Isaac.
- Worst feeling: When I want to give up on everything, including myself.
- Wanted to be a model: Yes, but then I realized I wasn't growing any taller. I still think it'd be fun.. if I was photogenic, taller, and thinner.
- Worst weather: When it's so windy it hurts COMBINED with freezing air.

X

-X-Ray: I've had them done to my teeth.

Y

-Year now?: 2009
-Yellow: Is a fun color but can't wear it!

Z

- Zoo animal: Monkeys are cool! Kings of the swings. Isaac wanted me to say that.
- Zodiac sign: Leo.

Last person who:

- Saw you cry: Isaac.
- Went to the movies with you: Probably Lindsay. It's been bloody AGES. Dark Knight.
- You went to the mall with: Myself. But before that it was my niece.
- Went to dinner with: I haven't gone out to dinner in so long. I don't even remember.
- Talked to on the phone: Lindsay I think.
- Made you laugh: Isaac.

Sorry, I have no excuse.

I just like doing surveys when I am bored even though they are COMPLETELY useless.

Name: Melody
Age: 20
Zodiac Sign: Leonardo DiCaprio
Hair color: Well it's naturally some weird brown color, like poo, but I dye it auburn. I don't take care of the color well and it fades so I don't even know what it is now.
Natural color: Oh, I just answered that dumb ass! Pay attention!
Eye Color: I say gray but sometimes it's blue looking and sometimes it's green looking.
Skin Type: Human
Dimples: I have a dimple in my left cheek.
Tattoos: None

Do you think you are…
Good looking? I am human looking I think.
Smart? Smarter than my dog!
Funny? Isaac seems to think so!
Loving? I can be very loving.
Giving? I try...
Cheerful? Oh boy. Only when I'm not being pessimistic!
Spoiled? Some people think so but I hope to make up for that. I try to earn what I get.
Sweet? Haha depends on who it's to.
Respectful? Generally, I try to be.
A good daughter/son? Probably a shit one! Bloody hell. Nah, I don't think I'm THAT bad.
A good sister/brother? I am not particularly close to any of my siblings. I'm too much of a baby and I never really grew up hangin' with them.
A good Girlfriend/Boyfriend? I really hope I am a good fiancee and will be a good wife.
A true friend? Well not to the whole world!

This or That…
Love or Money? LOVE
Relationship or Single? In my situation, relationship.
Freezies or Hot Chocolate? If by freezies you mean Slurpees than YES THOSE!
Beach or Pool? Pool for swimmin' beach for hangin'. I guess. I don't really like swimming in public places.
Hawaii or Italy? I have never experienced either so I wouldn't be one to judge.
Children no children? Well for myself, no children NOW... children LATER.
Married or no getting married? WE GETSIN MARRIED.
Christmas or New Years? Christmas. New Years is normally spent sleeping.
Cell phone or computer? Computer fo sho!
Music or T.V? Music
Snow or Rain? I kind of like rain actually...
Summer or Winter? Summer
Valentines Day or Birthday? Birthday

Who makes you…
Laugh? Lots of people!
Smile? More than anyone, I would say Isaac.
Cry? I do.
Feel Special? Isaac :)
Feel Loved? Isaac, again. :D

Your past…
Most romantic moment? The day Isaac proposed to me was pretty romantic.
The happiest moment? Might just be the same day!
The saddest moment? I don't know.
The Hardest moment? No comment.

Your Future…
What do you want to be? An adult. And happy. But I don't really know WHAT I want to be.
Where do you want to live? Anywhere that's nice.
Do you want to get married? Yes. And I am.
Do you want to have kids? Some day it would be nice to start a family.
What would you like their names to be? None of your business! You will just have to find out.
What type of wedding do you want? Very simple outdoor wedding.
Where do you want it? Somewhere here in Oregon.
Your own vows or no? I don't know yet!

Love…
Who was your last love? My CURRENT and always and only love is Isaac.
Was your love true? It IS (present tense here!) true.
Do you still love them? YESSS!
Do you miss them? Well he's all the way in the UK so yes!
Would you ever consider being with them again in the future? I am going to be with him in the future!
What does your heart desire? Chocolate! Just kidding kind of. Isaac of course.
Who do you really want to be with? ISAAAAAAAAAAC
Are you single or taken? Takkkkkkeeenennnnnenen
Do you have someone in mind? All the time.
Are you in love? YEEEEESSSS This is getting repetitive.

Randomness…

What was your last dream about? I can't even remember.
Who was in it? ...
Your two best friends? Isaac and Lindsay
Do you love to shop? Only when I have the extra money to do so.
Whats your favorite store? Ross because it's cheap.
Your favorite song? I don't know.
Your favorite funny movie? I suck with favorite song/movie questions!
Romantic movie? ...
Scary movie? ...
Restaurant? Dunnooo.
Fast food? Panda Express? Is that on the list of fast food? It IS express!
Drink? Water or nice coffee.
Fruit? Pineapple
Food type? I don't have one
Chips? BBQ potato chips are awesome but so are many Doritos and Sunchips!
Ice cream? I like it. ALLLL OF IT!
Candy/Chocolate? I don't have a favorite because, as with ice cream, I like it all.
Favorite Band? Beatles.
Favorite cd? Don't have one.
Favorite singer? David Bowie.
3 favorite songs? Shut up
What annoys you? Favorite song/movie questions because I can't answer them!
What makes you happy? So many things but it can really be narrowed down to Isaac.
Have you grown as a person in the past year? Oh yeah.
Do you think it shows? I have no idea.
What do you want for Christmas? I want happiness.
Who do you want for Christmas? Isaac.
Do you want to be kissed under the mistletoe? If Isaac was here then yes! But if he isn't.. NO thanks.
By who? I answered.
Do you want to hook up with someone by the end of the year? Eww!
Who? Eww!
Where are you going to spend New Years? That's almost a year away! How do I know?
Who do you want to spend it with? Love.
Who do you wanna get kissed by at midnight? If by Isaac yes.
Who are you thinking of right now? I think it shows.
Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? Every survey ends up being about Isaac because he's so jokes. :)

That survey I just said I'd do...

My story​ - Finis​h the sente​nce:​

Hi, my name is:
Melody

Never​ in my life have I been to:
A YouTube gathering of any sort.

I hate it when:​
Skype has a bad day and decides to drop all the calls every 1-5 minutes. Oh such fun times!!!!


When I'm nervo​us:
My fingers and toes get cold as the rest feels hot. I feel hungry but can't eat. And I whine a lot to Isaac.

The last song I liste​ned to was:
Tiny Dancer (Tony Danza) by Elton John is going through my head all day so I FEEL like that was the last song I listened to. I think it was something by Steve Vai. Thanks Isaac. :)

If you were to get marri​ed today​ your maid of honor​/​best man would​ be:
I'm not having bridesmaids at my wedding. Sorry.

My hair is:
Straightened but a little messy. In a ponytail with a couple bobby pins.

When I was 5:
I ate cheese wrapped in a piece of bologna with a pickle and chocolate milk for lunch. Healthy AND delicious, I know. ;) But I remember this.

I shoul​d be:
Sleeping since I didn't get much last night.

When I look down i see:​
The keys on my computer, my hands, and then my shirt.


My curre​nt annoy​ance is:
My weird awake while tired thing. AHH!

I have a hard time under​stand​ing:​
most things.

There​'​s this girl that I know:​
that is a girl I know.

The thing​ I want to buy is:
Isaac. Yes, I want to BUY ISAAC. Hmm...

If you visit​ed the place​ I'm from:​
I would think you would like it if you are into places surrounded by nice nature and stuff but might find there isn't much to entertain yourself with if you're into clubbing or just doing... things....

Most recen​t thing​ I've bough​t mysel​f:​
Some food.

Most recen​t thing​ someo​ne else bough​t me was:
Lindsay was nice and offered to buy me a coffee today. :)

My middle name is:
Welody. That would be AWESOME.

In the morni​ng:​
I get annoyed with people very easily and I like to be left on my own.

Last night​ I was:
Trying to chillax and get some sleep.

Tomor​row I am:
Who knows? It's one of those no-plan-just-try-to-relax kind of days. I have been blah lately. My right eyelid keeps twitching.

Tonig​ht I am:
Doing this.

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Think back five months ago, were you single?
No.

Who can you blame for your bad mood today?
Why are you assuming I'm in a bad mood today? I feel weird now but it's not really a BAD MOOD.

What do you prefer skittles or starbursts?
That's a hard one actually! Both have their coolness.

How was last night?
There's really nothing much to say about it. I felt somewhat sick and I went to bed.

How are you feeling right now?
Tired but my brain is restless.

Have you ever stripped for money?
No.

What are you listening to?
The sound of the little portable heater and me typing.

Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
Well Isaac and I do. Not like every MONTH or anything but yeah.

Ever been told you were loved by someone who didn't mean it?
Yes.

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Isaac might be thinking about me in his dreams? I don't know.

Are you a big fan of snowstorms or thunderstorms?
Well I like snow sometimes. But I really like thunder and lightning (something frightening). I like those summer nights when it gets crazy though it does scare me a little. WEEE!

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Hell yes.

Were you happy when you woke up today?
Haha no way.

Do you believe in perfect?
Not in the actual definition of "perfect". But I do believe things are perfect, with their imperfections. Make sense? Of course it does!

When you hear the phrase"chocolate covered strawberries" what goes through your mind?
Yummy?

How do you vent anger?
It depends on who/what/why I'm angry.

Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
Yeah back in elementary/middle/high school.

Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
In a way.

Are you over your past?
Most of it.

Are you a jealous person?
I can be jealous of talents and things like that but I try to not let it take over.

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Not at all. I'm a baby.

Do you currently hate someone?
Ughhh.

What was the first thing you thought this morning?
"Ok I have like another hour". Not exact quote or anything, of course. Explaination in last blog.

What were you doing at 12:30ish this afternoon?
Getting home from work and eating.


What will you name your son?
I don't have a son to name!

Who was the last person you texted?
Isaac.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
Well not a huge book or anything.

If you could move to Africa would you?
No...

What do you have to do tomorrow?
No idea.

What were you doing at 9 this morning?
Working.

What is the last thing you said out loud?
I was telling my birds goodnight and telling Ziggy to leave Peter alone because she randomly jumped at him.

Think a lot before you sleep?
Normally. Unless I had a very exhausting day because then I don't seem to be awake long enough to sleep.

Have you ever told anyone you were okay when you really weren't?
Of course.

What are you doing now?
This, for no good reason.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
No.

Do you like pancakes?
Occasionally. They sound gross sometimes actually. French toast is better. Or belgum waffles even.

Do you like surprises?
Well nice surprises, yes.

Do you trust all your friends?
For the most part.

Do you like someone?
I love Isaac.

What did you do last night?
Was this asked already?

How have you felt today?
Blah blah blah.

Are you a forgiving person?
I am... if they are worth it.

Ever had a girl best friend?
Yes.

Ever had a guy best friend?
Isaac is my best friend.

Last time you laughed?
Tonight while talking to Isaac. I laughed a lot with him tonight which felt nice for my stressness.

Where will you be in an hour?
In my bed... sleeping.

Who was the last person you talked to on the telephone?
Lindsay.

Have you ever kissed someone and never saw them again?
Mmhmm..

Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
Yes.

Is your hair curly?
Yes it naturally is. But right now it's straight.

Have you ever held hands with anyone?
Haha yes! Of course. Even just friends in elementary school. Isaac's hand actually fits right...

Is there someone you can trust 100%?
Yes.

Do you like your bed?
I like the black and white with a bit of color but I don't like the size of the bed nor do I like the uncomfortableness of the mattress.

What were you doing at 7am this morning?
Working....

What time did you go to bed last night?
I fell asleep around 11:30-midnightish? I think. But I actually got in bed a lot earlier than that.

Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt your wearing?
The store.

Love.

What is their name?
Isaac

What pet name do you like to call them?
Isaac. I don't use pet names or anything although I will sometimes say random things like Isapoo. Not calling him poo or anything, it just happens.

How long have you been together?
Only a year and about 3 months

How did you meet?
He stumbled across my YouTube and started emailing me. But he wasn't emailing me praising how "awesome" I am, more like just being a friend and talking. It took me a while to finally reply though.

What do you like the most about them?
I don't even know how to put it into words or figure out what EXACTLY I like the most. Wtf? Everything. I don't feel like putting the effort into this survey to be honest, that's a hard one.

What do you like the least about them?
That he doesn't always see how great he is. And how deserving of a good life he is.

What is the best thing they have ever done for you?
There's just too much.

Have they met your parents yet?
Yeps.

What would your kids look like if you had kids?
I don't even know. Like kids, I suppose.

What is the worst argument you have had?
All our arguments are normally resolved within the same day so I wouldn't say any of them were too horrible (though it would be nice to go without). But none have extended beyond a certain point so I don't have any that stick out in my mind.

Do you still kiss a lot?
When we are together. And when we aren't together, actually.

Who asked who out?
Since it started online, we didn't really ask either one out. We just kind of fell upon the relationship I guess after being friends. One morphed into the other.

Do you think you will get married?
Yes.

Can you see yourself growing old with them?
Definitely.

What is the one thing you would like to change about them?
I would change his perspective on himself just a little so he would view himself better. That's it.

What do you think they would like to change about you?
I'm sure the same thing, haha.

What is the first gift they ever bought you?
I'm trying to remember what it was and I'm sure if I looked through my room at the stuff I could figure it out but I can't remember.

Do you have a favorite song together?
I don't think we do. There are different songs I think.

Which famous person do you think they look like the most?
I don't think of any famous people when I look at him though from some angles (sorry Isaac) he looks a bit like Orlando Bloom. Not kidding. Sooorry I know you don't like that Isaac. BUT LOOK!

Lindsay was the one to notice.

Would you say the two of you are a good match?
Of course. I couldn't think of a better one.

"Ask... Me... Things...." Answers

About a year ago I made a video telling people they could ask me whatever. I don't really like answering the questions in videos because I tend to go on and on with the answers or don't know what to say. Instead, I will answer some questions here. I don't even remember which ones I've already answered in a video... so sorry if there are repeats.

Have you ever met Mr Jones himself ? I've met him twice !!
Well Johnny, GOOD FOR YOU! [Enter jealousy here] I have not met David Bowie (Jones is his birth last name, for those wondering) and doubt I ever will. I haven't even been close!

I just thought of another question. Have you ever made a video that you were too embarrassed to post on YT or LV?
YES. Oh goodness yes.

David Bowie with his "old" teeth or David Bowie with his "new" teeth? I like him with his "old" set of teeth...
His old teeth gave him more character. I liked them a lot! His new ones are almost too straight and weird. I believe he should go get his old choppers back! I wonder if Iman made him do it...

Ever traveled anywhere besides Los Angeles?
Yes. But never left the US. I've been to Oregon, Washington, all over California (though LA was my first time in SOUTHERN California), Colorado, and Nevada. I think that's it. I was born in California.

Where were you 9/11/01?
I was home getting ready for school, I think. And then when I went to school that day everyone was talking about it and I was so confused. I didn't even know what the world trade centers were! I was 13 years old.

Ever been in an earthquake, flood, or other natural disaster?
Not that I know of. Oregon seems to not get any of that stuff or at least not that bad.

What would you do with $10,000?
1) Buy a new computer. 2) Give some to Isaac for him to come here and then use some to go THERE. 3) MOVE OUT. The rest would basically be saved and used for things money is used for. Ha. I'm selfish.

At this point in your existence, are you in a, "Oh, I want to find a guy to be the love of my life" phase or are you in the, "Oh, I just wanna buddy to go to the movies/ more...beach/concert with who will just giggle if I shove my ice cream cone in his face on a wild impulse" phase?
BOTH!!! How could I think a guy was the love of my life if we didn't have crazy fun together? I've got both!

Are you a member of DavidBowie.com?
No. I hear that right now, since Bowie isn't really even USING it, it isn't much better than a normal message board. I'm not spending money for that! I will stick with BowieWonderWorld, thank you.

If you could have a career as an actress, film director, painter/artist, or web designer. Which would you choose?
If I was a great artist and was able to live off of it I would DEFINITELY choose artist. I suck at acting/directing and don't have the confidence. Buut it looks like the only realistic thing would be web designer, but I don't know how much of an interest in that I have. Oh gosh, but if you are talking DREAM I would go with artist.

OH NOEZ! SURVEY OVERLOAD!

I would like to apologize for this survey overload... this is my last, I promise (for today anyways..)

A fact about the person you like?
I love Isaac.

What happened @ 10:00 AM today?
I was probably JUST rolling out of bed.

When did you last cry?
I'm not sure if I remember. It could have been a few days ago actually.

What do you want in your life right now?
I want Isaac to be within driving distance from me, if not WALKING distance.

Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No. Although it is something that has been borrowed from me a bunch of times by Celsie. She actually had it for MONTHS.

What is the last thing someone bought you?
My mom bought me some... personal clothing items.

Where did you last eat?
In my kitchen.

Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again?
Oh hell yes.

Who's the most annoying person in your life?
Don't know. Or if I do know, no comment.

Do you plan on moving in the next year?
I actually do plan on moving out within this next year or soon after.

What were you doing @ 8:30 PM last Friday night?
Umm... I don't even remember! AHH!

What are you thinking of right now?
The answer to this question.

Honestly, how many people have you been in love with?
One. Isaac.

What did you do today?
I cleaned my car, inside and out. And talked to Isaac. And that's basically how "productive" my day was. Though cleaning my car was very good for me to do because it has been bugging me and the windows weren't good at all. And talking to Isaac is always nice.
Do you have a job?
Not yet. Trying to get one soon.

What are you doing right now besides this survey?
Nothing else. I am actually just doing this, which is weird. I normally have something else going on.

Who took your profile picture?
This is about MySpace, since this IS a MySpace Survey. Answer is: Me. Self portrait.


What is your current problem?
I am wasting time doing this, and that's a problem.

Laid in someone else's bed today?
Have not.

Last time you spoke to the person you like?
You mean love? Um, about 30 minutes to an hour or so ago.

What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Well in EXACTLY a week, Amanda will be coming. I'm so excited to see her! And in ABOUT a week is Jen's wedding. OH and my bridesmaid dress will be done being altered on Monday so I can pick it up. I'm pretty excited to show some people how it looks on me since it actually is very pretty looking. :)

Have you ever had your heart broken?
At the time I thought it was a broken heart but it really wasn't that bad. Just a little scratch.

Who was the last person you saw?
SAW, Isaac. Saw in person would be Mom.

What was the last movie you watched?
Autism The Musical. It's a documentary. It's pretty interesting.

Who is the last person you freaked out on?
I don't know!

Where did you last go?
Dutch Bros. because I had this thing for a FREE drink of whatever size.

Do you like someone right now?
I LOVE someone right now, and like him.

Why did your parents give you the name you have?
No idea. But I honestly like it.

Who was the last person you yelled at?
Maybe my dog Daisy because she wouldn't stop barking at nothing.

Do you regret anything that you have done?
Yes, but I try not to let it bother me. Especially when it can't be undone.

What is something you say when you are mad?
It depends on what KIND of mad. I might cuss and groan or I might not say anything at all.

Have you ever cried when you're mad?
Yes. I cry easily.

Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
I wish Isaac was still physically WITH me right now instead of 5000 miles away.

Ever given your all to someone who walked away?
No?

Is someone in love with you?
Yes, this one person. His name is Isaac, I may have mentioned him before.

Is there someone you know you should hate, but you can't?
No, I don't believe I SHOULD hate anyone. There are some people out there I could care less about but really, why bother letting them interrupt your happy life by thinking about them?

Do you like someone as more than a friend right now?
Of course. He is a friend and much much more.

Have you ever lost anybody close to you?
No. Wait, yes. Binky the cat. I don't know if I will ever have a cat as good and fat as her again.

Is there anyone you trust even though you shouldn't?
No.

Ever liked someone that wasn't good for you?
I have LIKED stupid guys that definitely weren't good for me, but I didn't realize until I got to know them.

The last song you listened to?
I can't remember what song it was but it was Edie Brickell in my car. Yes, she was sitting in my back seat singing to me.

If you could change your name to anything what would it be?
I don't want to.

What color is the chair you are sitting on?
Black. Some reason when I first read it I thought it said "what color is the HAIR you are sitting on?" and I thought "WTF??"

Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member?
On the phone.

Do you currently want to scream at the top of your lungs?
No, it sounds painful right now.

Are you named after a grandparent?
No.

Favorite Pop-Tart flavor?
Anything chocolaty. Like the fudge ones... :)

Do you know anyone in jail/prison?
No.

Do you like the color green?
Yes.

Ever driven into the ghetto to buy drugs?
Oh yes, I just got back from doing that! Just kidding, no.

Do you hate someone?
Nah. There are people I really don't like though.

Last voice mail you received?
I think it was either from Jen or Lindsay. I don't know now.

Who's the last person that you felt was stalking you?
Some worthless person. Who cares.

Have you ever been on your school's track team?
No.

What jewelry are you wearing?
Nothing.

If all your friends were going on a road trip, would you go?
Probably! Depends on where and how much I would have to pay though. I currently have about 3 dollars.

Do you swear at your parents?
No, not at them or in front of them. I might behind their backs, of course. That's how we do.

Is your phone right beside you?
My cell is in my purse which actually IS right beside me. I also have a phone on the desk in front of me.

Is there something bothering you?
I need to use the little girls' room before I wet myself. >_<

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
Isaac should be sleeping by now (considering it IS about 6 AM) but he COULD be dreaming about me. :) Other than that, nah.

Do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
No, unless they are high top converse or something.

What is the color of your bed sheets?
White and black.

Are you happy at this very second?
I am a pretty happy person generally, at least lately (even though I am naturally not so happy LOOKING... I blame my face and believe the only time I can look happy is if something makes me laugh... I am also pretty calm so I'm not one of those perky happy people, just happy. Okay, end parentheses...). But right now I am more just content with everything. Not to say anything has brought me DOWN from the happy state, I am just not really on the extreme end of it. I am blabbing now. The end.

Where do you spend most of your time at?
At home. I could lie and say I spend most of my time being all wicked cool at some place with friends but as I said, it would be lying. I am at home most of the time. Whether that means on the computer, sleeping, walking around aimlessly, or whatever... I am just home.

Typical survey - because I can.

1) Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
Isaac.

2) Have you ever been punched by the opposite sex?
Nein.

3) Do you like Jack and Coke?
Never had.

4) Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an A?
Unfortunately.

5) What is the nicest thing you own that’s not a vehicle?
Umm... I'm honestly not sure. It depends on the definition of "nice". Does nicest mean the thing that's worth the most... in money terms... or nicest as in most valuable to me? Either way, really don't know. I suck at these survey things.

6) You're at a friend's to watch a movie, and you get to choose the movie genre:
Right now I could go for some horror. Most horror IS cheesy and unoriginal but I still enjoy it immensely. Too bad a lot of my friends seem to dislike it.

7) Can you cook harder things then spaghetti, pancakes, and macaroni and cheese?
Yes I can, if I am given the opportunity. But in my house, I honestly hardly ever COOK things. I am sure I will a whole bunch once I move out.

8) What is your favorite game system?
Well they are all pretty rad to me. I do enjoy playing DDR on my sister's PS2 and they now own rock band so I am very excited to "babysit" and play that (still haven't). OMG OMG OMG! I haven't played on any of the newer systems. Wii's look pretty fun because I'm all for games that involve more than pushing some buttons. I own a DS and think Mario is wicked cool. I sometimes like to go back to my Nintendo 64 and play Mario Kart or something with my nephew.

9) Do you know anyone that is currently locked up?
No. Wait, lie. I forgot I have Isaac locked up in that cage in my basement. Oops, haven't fed him in a few days... or cleaned his cage.

10) Have you ever had a threesome?
No thanks.

11) If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
With Isaac. In his cage. Poor guy must be lonely down there!

12) What is your favorite chocolate bar?
*drool* Uuuhusihdasd! I love so many. GIVE ME CHOCOLATE BETCH!!!

13) Have you ever been in an abusive relationship?
No.

14) Have you ever had a best friend pass away?
No, and don't like the thought.

15) Have you ever been in trouble with the police?
Have not. Clean record. Don't even have a parking ticket or anything... Oh no now that I've said that I'm going to get pulled over TOMORROW or something, huh?

16) When you eat a starburst do you eat the red and pink ones first?
No, I just eat them in the order they are in the package. Mm, I like to chew them a little first and stick them to the roof of my mouth. I don't know why, but I do. Those things are delicious to me. Candy is one of my weaknesses.

17) Do you tend to think logically or listen to your heart?
Both, I believe. Sometimes I do think too much about facts and stuff instead of just listening to my heart.

18) What was the worst thing that happened to you today?
Nothing that bad happened to me today, so I'm not going to bring myself down and try to search for some little thing to dwell on.

19) Have you ever changed your looks to impress other people?
When I was younger I would TRY to.

20) Do you think that you’re a good person?
I try to be a good person. I'm not one of those people that doesn't seem to give a shit about how they treat the world.

21) Have you ever gotten into a drunken fight?
Never been drunk so that is impossible.